Words From The Warden

Reflections on History, Humanity, and Faith
I consider myself an amateur historian, drawn to the study of the lives of remarkable figures throughout history. My fascination centers on individuals such as Washington, Jefferson, Lincoln, Churchill, and Louis Zamporini. The intertwined journeys of Teddy Roosevelt and Booker T. Washington, along with figures like Sojourner Truth and Eleanor Roosevelt, captivate both my heart and mind. Over time, my list of notable personalities has grown quite extensive. Their thoughts and actions intrigue me deeply, and I often find myself so immersed in their stories that it feels as if I am living alongside them. Kim teases me about the time she found me sitting by the pool, finishing David McCullough’s “John Adams.” When she asked why I was crying, I replied, “John Adams just died.”

The stories I most enjoy highlight extraordinary examples of generosity, courage, intelligence, and love. While these accounts are inspiring, I believe the most compelling story in human history begins with “The Passion of our Lord according to Saint Matthew.” This narrative is filled with courage, greed, power, fear, and love. It tells of a man whose commitment to truth and justice stirred profound fear within both religious and secular authorities. When viewed as another tale of humanity, it offers powerful lessons. Yet, when read through the lens of faith in God, it becomes a story of redeeming love.

During Pastor Julia’s Palm Sunday Homily, she invited us to consider which character from the Passion narrative stood out most to us. For years, my answer would have been the crowd—the very people who shouted “Crucify Him.” The reason was simple: I could easily imagine myself swept up by the masses, reluctant to stand apart, and ultimately failing to defend Jesus. The thought of being just another “regular guy” among that fervent Jerusalem mob filled me with disgust. As I sat in my pew, I was moved to tears, picturing myself succumbing to peer pressure and betraying my convictions.

This year, however, my perspective shifted. Instead of identifying with the crowd, I found myself drawn to the figures of Peter, Pilate, and Judas. Their actions and motivations resonated with me in new ways, prompting deeper reflection on their roles in the unfolding story.

Judas Iscariot’s actions exemplify the devastating impact of betrayal. He traded the love and trust Jesus placed in him for thirty coins—a decision motivated by greed. When Judas finally realized the gravity of his actions, it was too late for him to forgive himself, even if Christ had already extended forgiveness. Overwhelmed by despair, Judas took his own life.

Peter’s betrayal, while different in motivation, was equally profound. Out of fear, Peter denied even knowing Jesus, distancing himself from his friend when it mattered most. Both Judas and Peter failed to stand by Jesus, despite the fact that neither possessed the power to change the outcome or save him. Their actions were shaped by greed and fear.

Pontius Pilate, on the other hand, held the authority to alter the course of Jesus’ trial and potentially spare his life. Yet Pilate chose not to intervene, unwilling to risk losing his own power and position. This decision, rooted in self-preservation, allowed the execution to proceed.

Ultimately, Jesus was killed by men influenced by fear, greed, and the desire for power. These human tendencies—love of power, pursuit of wealth, and the temptation to conform—continue to affect individuals today, causing harm repeatedly. 

Despite these recurring failures, the story does not end in defeat. The resurrection of Christ offers hope: it is through love, generosity, and courage that redemption is possible. The power of Christ rising from the tomb provides salvation, countering the destructive forces of greed, fear, and conformity with the enduring strength of love.

Peace,
Henry Zaborniak, Senior Warden